STILL STUCK

  Everybody wants to love and be loved, for love itself is the greatest gift one could ever have. Love is magical and enchanting. It can turn a person to someone he didn't know he could be. Love is something undefinable because it defies all the logic on earth. It is  the complete description of beauty and destruction. Everybody wants to love and be loved and so am I. I don't know if I'm just in love on the idea of falling in love or just fooling around. All I know is that just like other people, I wanna experience love once again. I was so glad when God sent me these gentlemen whom I got to know recently. At first, I was so excited to talk to them and know each one of them, but then I realized something. I have nothing against them, in fact they are all good catch plus the fact that they are just around my vicinity, but I felt nothing...as in noting. Maybe I'm just in love with the idea of falling in love or most probably, I'm not ready to fall in love yet. My dreams are eating me up and I guess I have no time to open the door towards love. I'm too focused on my ambition to the extent that little by little it's beginning to consume my time.